another day, no job. not that i was seriously looking today. being a lazy bum feels really nice, and i'm determined to enjoy it. i did clean out my car today, which felt really good, because it needed it really bad.
lance isn't going to stay at UPS, which is sort of a relief to me because i was afraid he was going to overwork himself into old age. i worry about him a lot. i can't help it, i love him.
so tomorrow i am supposed to hang out with my best friend dustin for part of the day. hopefully he pays for stuff because otherwise we will be hanging out at my house because i'm broke. not that would be bad, i have plenty of anime to watch, and dustin does give really nice backrubs. it's also been a while since he and i got into a real conversation, which is nice because he is always honest with me and i know i can trust him with anything. i think things with dustin and me would have been different if he hadn't been catholic. i have nothing against catholics, except i don't think i could date one...so dustin and i have stayed best friends for almost two years, with only one "more-than-friendly" kiss (which resulted in both of us realizing how bad it would be for our friendship if we tried to date each other) right in the beginning.
i'm so glad lance isn't worried about or jealous of dustin, there is no reason for him to be either, but any normal guy would hate dustin just for being a close friend. i love lance so much.