well, i did cassiopeia-'s page today, and i added a page about designs. it's been so long since i've had so many days off of work in a row, i feel like such a lazy slob.
i slept like crap again last night. i didn't fall asleep forever, and i kept waking up. i opened my eyes at like 2am and felt like i hadn't slept a wink. it was pretty bad.
paige (the temp agency) called with a temp-to-hire position- but it is pretty far away, and i would have to go between two different offices. i am so tired of job-hunting. i know i'm being too picky, but i'd like to find a job that i can stay at for several years at least. so i feel obligated to be picky to safeguard my sanity.
i've been listening to michelle branch's The Spirit Room lately, i really like it.
ugh, i just feel so restless lately. i feel like i am so close to something really great, but it's just out of reach. i've been reading a lot about making yourself happy before anything else lately. i have always liked the certain kind of self-help book that speaks of being free to be one's self without reservation. i just wish that i could find my niche. something i'm really good at...or at least something i don't completely suck at. is that so much to ask?
i know that all the big stuff in life happens for a reason, and if i can't find a job, it's because my spirit is holding out for something better, but it just feels like i've lost my way off the path, and it's getting dark and i'm all alone.