I think that all this time, I really did have it in me to make my dreams come true, I was just too afraid to make that leap of faith, to come out of my shell, to risk baring my soul- to others, and to myself. I used to think that I was waiting for something, that I was just on the verge of making my dreams come true, but I know now that I already have everything I need to make my dreams come true. Maybe I was scared of failure, maybe I was scared of success- who knows? It doesn’t really matter now, the important part is that I’m here, and I’m going to make myself happy. I’m going to do it. I’m not waiting for anything anymore, it’s all already in me. I have had the key to my own happiness all along, and now that I know that, I’m going to open the door, and walk in to my utopia with all the love, faith and patience that I know I have. Change starts with a single seed, and the seed was always in me- it is now that I have realized that, and have started nourishing that seed with the water of faith and the light of hope. I am going to cultivate that seed, and protect it, and let it grow where it wishes, in it’s own time. I am perfect how I am. Everything is just as it should be in the present. This moment is perfect. I am blessed with so many things, and I am grateful for that.
